It’s been a life-draining experience at college for the last 4 years. The school work itself wasn’t that much of a big deal, but I do wish I could have enjoyed my college life a little bit more like a normal college kid..
Just everything around me was constantly soooo dramatic (family stuff, mom’s surgery, dad’s business, breakup, relationships with people, housing problems, procrastination and cramming at last moments, stressful events..) and on top of that, I feel like I worked more than I studied. Although all my work stuff was petty work at school as a student worker, I feel like that was the biggest part of my college life.
anyway, so I barely got any sleep last night, didn’t have time to eat anything for the whole day and had to sit through an intense 3 hours of my last final. I have always had this weird obsession with Germany and am glad that my German History class (although its not even my major) was the last class and final I took here at school. 🙂
The moment I handed in my final and got my research paper back, I felt liberated!!

I was smiling and humming and running around like a happy penguin

yay! no more chunks of money invested in my tuition!
no more stressful deadlines regarding research papers, essays, or finals
no more morning classes!
no more …

no more experiencing college..

my chances of experiencing whatever I could as a college student has drifted away, pretty much forever..

for those of you that are still attending college, or are planning to do so-
make the best out of your experience at school!! 😀 or even anything that you are associated with at the moment!

so you won’t end up like me regretting all the great stuff you could have done while you still had a chance.
(If one of my professors saw this post, he’d smirk and say I’m too melodramatic.LOL)

anyway,
I was just rambling about my mixed feelings

have a nice night!

CL